Aspirations, Love, and the Hidden Life

By Saurabh Mishra

The story starts with an optimising scene, where a boy named Ramit, gets into some metal problems. He seemed very problematic and depressed, no one knew why he was like this. Only 3 can understand or know about him, because of his dark nature, but it didn’t mean that he was bad in his behavior, but he was quiet in his nature as well his language. He just wanted three things in his life, those were His successful life (an actor poet, writer, singer, an event organizing company’s owner, Ngo’s, An IAS, and many more which we can’t think of also, but these were not easy as of his life, the most important thing which he wanted was People’s smile and laughter (the biggest achievement of his life).

He wrote some lines for his life:

I like to see people laughing, but they like to see me in pain.

I didn’t know that, for those I was making merriment,

Alas! They would only make for me, only misery.

Waiting for that day, when someone will come and say-

“Thank you for making my days heavenly”

And 2nd was to get his love to fall into his life, but this wasn’t possible, as he was older (about 4 years).

He promised that he wouldn’t be anyone else other than her.

And the last and 3 rd was to meet “Mahadev” once in his life when he was alive, but like his life, it won’t happen.

After some time, he was in grade 9^th, where he started his class perfectly, but the time and luck didn’t support him, first 2 months he found difficulty in studying, but somehow, he started his studies, and passed his half yearly. But the moment was not good, one of his classmates, named Sanya came to her house with her parents, as they were very good friends and Ramit’s parents also loved her. Her parents were very sad, because her grandpa’s had passed away, and he didn’t like Sanya though and he didn’t wanted, Sanya to be the part of her Family, because when she was were small, by mistake she burnt a candle and burnt the papers which were lying on the table, not due to it, she also burnt every little thing she found in her house, as she didn’t knew what was happening, and due to this her grandma passed away in that little fire, she was saved because, she was grabbed by someone from the fire and she also didn’t knew that who was there!

His grandfather always said that: The day will come soon, when I will leave this world forever!

And his last line was: If you want me to live happy after my last breath, then remove this girl from our house!

And now her parents wanted her to live with Ramit’s parents and make them her family. His family accepted her happily, and they were going very perfectly. Ramit and Sanya were close friends now, they were making fun of their friends and even played with each other. But the moment was not good for Ramit. He got his 2nd Paralysis and Panic attack at the same moment of his life, which made his condition worse.

His condition was too critical. But the moment changes as the time changes, as he wasn’t in a good mood and was going into depression, his neighbour’s daughter came to her house and touched his hand, he feeled very better, yes, you are correct, she was the only one whom he loved. But she didn’t know, but Sanya knew this. After he got well, he started going back to his school and Sanya and her neighbour’s daughter “Nayan” were in the same school and Sanya in the same grade but in a different section.

After some time, he was chosen as an officer from “Central Bureau of Investigation” as he had the perfect attitude, mindset, sharp mind and everything which an officer needs. But he needed to keep this a secret. He was given his ID, agreement, and GUN. As he was performing his job as well as his student life, he needed someone who could get some help from her, she was no one else but Sanya.

After a few days, in school Nayan was humiliated upon being with Ramit and the so-called relationship. Ramit ignored everything and got his job, being on a mission. After a few days, Nayan and her parents complained in her school of Ramit, about being humiliated. Ramit didn’t know anything about it, but after this he was just blanked out after he heard all about the complaint, Nayan was crying and asking her to leave her life, this moment was very shocking for Ramit, and he was all broke. He did what he was asked, he can’t see his life crying in front of him due to him only.

He said sorry to him many times, but she was not mentally ok, so she denied.

To be continued!